They're all coming into the ring it's a thousand to one with the odds against me
But I get a shot of adrenaline whenever I feel the pressure sting
When heads are on fire and everything hurts my heart's beating the same
And when all the pain should be ripping me open, I'm not afraid
I used to bleed when I would fall
And now I feel nothing at all
I used to cling to precious time
But now I’m not afraid to die
Oh soft tongues break hard bones and swollen words mean nothing
(I’m tired of betting and settling wrestling so sick of everyone testing me)
And I’m done living for someone else’s something
(and now that I’ve gone hysterical everyone’s trying to kill the animal)
Letting go of the fear of the grave and the numb
Was the most liberating thing I’ve done
To fall and to fail is to truly live
So I crumble and rise and I crumble again
I used to bleed when I would fall
And now I feel nothing at all
I used to cling to precious time
But now I’m not afraid to die
To this day
It still seems strange how I’ve
Never felt this alive
I used to bleed
When I would fall
And now I feel
Nothing at all
Written by: Finn Morrison, Cole Harris